10.21.2006

I Survived

I made it. I'm alive. I feel like hell. I would have posted sooner but right after my surgery, our phones and internet went out because of a stupid accident that happened next to my house.
They gave me this nice happy juice, and it made me not care about anything. I woke up in pain. I've been taking pain meds, but only when I really need to. I'm all bloated from the gas they put in you when doing laproscope. It makes my stomach hurt. I'm feeling better, but I still feel like someone beat the shit out of me. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.

10.18.2006

Like A Rolling stone

I have gallstones. My surgery is tomorrow. That's why I haven't been posting. I've been having anxiety issues. I've never had surgery before, so I'm really freaking scared out of my mind. Add on top of that the fear that they will find something bad bad bad (like the big C word) inside me, and you've got a certified bundle of nerves. Add to that forgetting to take my anxiety medication sometimes...and yeah. That's me. Someone please tell me I'll wake up and it will be ok. Please??? Meh. So, I'll post later on if I survive :(